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After attending his seminars in Europe, she
and her friends did regular deliverances in Israel. I and my friends
Ruth and Barbara, already had some piecemeal deliverances and didn't
think more was needed. Besides, Ken's California seminars often took
place in Modesto. We live in Santa Barbara. Soon after being born again
and speaking in tongues years ago, I had a miraculous healing and subsequent
pregnancy at midlife announced by a vision. Later, our Lord called me
to intercede for several assorted local churches. Though I pointed out
my shortcomings in doctrine and training for such a ministry, He did
not recall the call. I then did what I could, praying in tongues and
grieving in the Spirit, ending my efforts at each church after seeing
a vision. I also regularly prayed silent intercession for troubled people
in general, such as those hurting in bad relationships. I was pretty
much of a Goodie Two Shoes in general. The number of check marks I made
on the pre-deliverance checklist of physical, emotional, and spiritual
problem areas and the wrong spiritual practices such reading horoscopes,
etc. were fairly few. That I and people like me who were being used by
God could be habitations for thousands of demons seemed impossible.
So what were the results of my deliverance? Those critical inner voices
that loved to bombard me with such cracks as, "You're not important.
What a stupid thing to say! Wise up. Try harder!" proved to come
from the demons. They also prompted me to make judgmental, self-righteous
statements to others who richly deserved them (at least from my point
of view.) The most exciting part of the process was when the "critters" were
compelled to tell us about our spiritual storerooms. What wonderful gifts
and ministries are to be found there, plus many other fun things such
as clothes, jewelry, fruit and flowers! An even more important result
was an abiding sense of God's presence and a surging inner joy. Ruth,
Barbara, Pinkie and I now conduct regular deliverance sessions for others.
Getting through the process for a person does take a few hours, but setting
believers free from the constant verbal abuse, inner torment, and temptations
from Satan's busy servants is worth far more than the time we spend.
In God's Love,
P.F., California T114
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